The day u went away =(

Im home now alone blogging at this hour by right i should be by ur side sleeping with u. Today u slp alone while i cant slp at all. My mind is running lots of image in u. The happy times and the sad times. Im seriously a lousy person. I know u wouldnt want me to think of the past and move on but im stuck. I cant see anything infront. I just keep turning back. U are the one i love the most and i swear the first one. I wants u to be my last. I want u so badly now. I miss u calling me auntie ji quek. And ur mei mei zai na li. I just miss ur everything. Even the shampoo im using now is the one ur using. I can smell u beside but i cant get to hug u. Its a terrible night for me. I know to u , u wont feel anything cus have or dont have no difference. But to me everything is diff. You're mine everything. Part of u had grown in me and now im losing part of me. How to live on? I dont know. I just love u truely deeply madly.

Wo Hui Yi Zhi Ai Zhe Ni JTYQ

~theres no love~